He took her to the cabin for his birthday. He's known her two months and he's taking her to the cabin. In the entire year we were together he couldn't take me to the cabin... but he takes her. Is that a sign of how much he liked me? That he really was ashamed of me and so wouldn't take me with him when he went places? Or is it that he only took her because she has a baby and he was giving her a weekend away from the kids out of pity?
Ex # 1 basically admitted to being our anonymous commenter awhile back though. She read his post talking about his Ange du Sange and she got pissed thinking he was calling me the pet name he called her. However... that post most likely isn't even about me. He never called me that. He reserved that name for Callie. The sainted ex that dumped him. That he always loved. Even though he married me.
Don't mind me. I'm grumpy today. I want to snap at everyone who is being bossy to me save the bosses. Like one of the agents who just told me to get out of ACW- hello? I was only in it for two minutes maximum and that was because of the slowness of Seibel. Not a user issue. But she yelled at me for it anyhow. She is NOT a supervisor. She has no right to yell at me. So I want to yell back. But I don't. Because one of the real supervisors yelled right after her. I have no patience today. None.
Yesterday was his birthday. I called to say happy birthday. And couldn't think of anything else to say. I wanted to comment on the whole cabin thing, but knew that would start a fight, so I said nothing. I just sat on the phone, silent for long seconds, before telling him I'd gotten a text and had to go. I know he doesn't believe that. It was the best I could come up with though. I don't know why it's so hard to talk to everyone right now. Basically the only ones I can call and have any sort of conversation with is Cousin Wife and Cutie-Who-Moved-To-Texas. Life sucks...
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